Boring Days~

Haiz, its weekend again. I really hate weekends. Weekends are when i am alone at home, nothing to do at all besides studying. No friends to chat with, no games to play, no one will know if i am still alive or not. Weekdays i meet with my friends at school, hang out during lunch time and even play badminton at night. Weekends, the friends are gone, doing their things, spend time with their partner, family and other stuff as well. No one will understand how lonely i am without my friends around me. My family arent really close to me, me parents are either working or driving around bringing my rubbish sister to wherever she wants. Me on the other hand, cant go anyway, and if i ask anyone of my parents to fetch me go somewhere they say cant because need fetch that rubbish so somewhere. There is reasons why i call her rubbish. And i'm very very sure that that nickname suits her. Ok, lets dont talk about rubbish, back to my boring days. I really want to study hard but its impossible for me to concentrate on only studying for the whole weekend. I will go insane like that. Msn no one to chat with and i swore not to play Dota! How i wish i could take back my words. The only thing i am praying for is any friend of mine sms or calls me for any activity going on. Badminton? Hang out? Hi-tea? or even group studies is good enough for me to spend my boring times......