Duck~

Lol, dont get negative thoughts because of my title... Its a funny 1, i think.
I went to sing K again today... It all started when i received a message from Chang. He say go out today. Go sing and steambot... I really want the steambot but didnt like the singing idea at all. I cant really sing and its really embarrassing singing in a room with all the pros from my uni... After considering awhile i decided to go lo. We went sang at 2. Oh man... Pros are really pros... totally different from ppl like me. I sang like donald duck sing ar... Then Chang say he sing like old duc, but i think he sing like Gary Chao Ge. Since there were only 2 boys and both call themself duck so i used duck as my title of this post lo.
Yes its embarrasing... can feel the pressure singing with them ar... I still prefer singing in my shower... XD But i am kind of proud also... Not everyone can sing like Donald Duck also~ Haha...
Sang a few songs then i prefer listen instead of singing... And i remember Jme laughed at me.... Haha... I admit it was really funny but kind of stupid too... XD Lucky no ppl record that part ar....
K liao, abit tired and dont really have the mood to type things liao... Will leave the Steambot part for the next post... Nite~~~

Fat?

Haha, lately many people around me keep saying i am fat. I dont deny the fact that i am really fat. I almost reached 90 during Chinese new year this year. Damn scary! Lucky didnt reach. Haha.. Now my weight dropped but not much. There is still long way to go until i reaches my ideal weight. Actually i dont look thinner when my weight drop. It is because i loss weight because i lost my muscle weight. I use to have muscular leg muscle... Now, my legs is like a pig leg. haha...
I dont want to be thinner! I just want to be fitter. I dont have a broad shoulder so i look really fat with my thick body. I am short and fat.. Haha, i wanan train to become fitter but i lack of determination. Actually its all lame excuses, i know i am lazy.. haha.. I will try to lose my fat and be fitter soon. If i really do become fitter maybe i will have more self confidence for my work. Haha... Dunno what to write liao... Stop here first.. See when free i will post something nonsense again. Bye~

Busy~

Yo, i finally noticed that i hadnt update this blog for a long time. Maybe because no one actually read it. This blog was accidentally created. So i decided not to delete it but to post things only about my life instead. Lately i've been very lazy and keep doing my assignments last min before the due date. My final exams is coming in 2 weeks but i hadnt study anything and i played DOTA instead. Wasnt in the mood to study since the start of the year. Maybe its because of some obstacles in my life, but i am ready to overcome it. Haha... Will be moving to a new house soon. And i hope my lazy attitude will change due to the change of environment. Thats all i gotta write for now.
See Ya~

Boring Days~

Haiz, its weekend again. I really hate weekends. Weekends are when i am alone at home, nothing to do at all besides studying. No friends to chat with, no games to play, no one will know if i am still alive or not. Weekdays i meet with my friends at school, hang out during lunch time and even play badminton at night. Weekends, the friends are gone, doing their things, spend time with their partner, family and other stuff as well. No one will understand how lonely i am without my friends around me. My family arent really close to me, me parents are either working or driving around bringing my rubbish sister to wherever she wants. Me on the other hand, cant go anyway, and if i ask anyone of my parents to fetch me go somewhere they say cant because need fetch that rubbish so somewhere. There is reasons why i call her rubbish. And i'm very very sure that that nickname suits her. Ok, lets dont talk about rubbish, back to my boring days. I really want to study hard but its impossible for me to concentrate on only studying for the whole weekend. I will go insane like that. Msn no one to chat with and i swore not to play Dota! How i wish i could take back my words. The only thing i am praying for is any friend of mine sms or calls me for any activity going on. Badminton? Hang out? Hi-tea? or even group studies is good enough for me to spend my boring times......

Another Blog~

Yes, As you can see, i got 3 blogs now. I'm lame right? Well, i created this blog just for my life.... i would like to share all my personal feelings here.... my mood, my life...
I'm 18 this year. A Scorpio and i am really emo. There is tons of things i hate about my life any i like to complain them. This is where i will complain all those nonsense.... haha....

kind of busy now, i hope i can get my playlist done as soon as possible then share songs that are meaningful to me with all of you~